What I've learned about life...

At 27 years old I had hoped to be a bit smarter than I am today.  Ya know life skills wise or wisdom wise lol.  I feel like I have learned alot yes but when I think about it I have put none of that knowledge to use at all.  And of course I am paying for it now.  I'm hoping that after now being jobless for a scary amount of twice with 3 children to take care of I will have finally learned my lesson.  I'd like to believe its not my fault that I just wasn't born with an inate sense of responsibility and that other people just are but that we all know is a load of crap.  Of course I could just blame my parents say they didn't teach me right or enough but that's an even bigger cop out.  I think being an adult is a no brainer or should be, pay your bills, hold a steady a job (even if you hate it), don't live beyond your means, ect.  But as the saying goes easier said than done.  So what have really determined from all of this.  That getting your life back on track is the simplest thing ever as long as you put your mind to it. So I suppose thats my focus and my aim right now.  Another sad part of this is sense I have gone twice now for a scary amount of time jobless it will be an uphill battle of epic proportions.  In the end it will have been worth it of course but right now I'm just trying to get the wind in my sails to actually do it.  So anyways the moral of the story time to refocus regroup and get my life and my family's on track uphill battle or not as the saying goes whatever doesnt kill you will make you stronger!