Going Commision Only....for a bit anyways

Talked to a guy in Liberty Lake and he's looking for someone to help him expand so I think I'm gonna go ahead and do it.  I'm not losing a dime and I can work at home so I need 2 things from my wonderful friends YOUR BUSINESS!! I'll be writing for Allstate and we all know this is company that you can trust and you know me I'm the master of customer service!! If your already with Allstate sign over to me!! The more people the better!! Pass this along!

Dear God

So I am pretty sure I am a good person.  I know I've made mistakes and I have tried very hard to make up for this mistakes.  I've hurt people that I care about and I know that and I have admitted apologized and attoned as  much as possible for these things.  The position my family is in now it is definantly partially my fault as a parent and a wife if my family has issues than I automatically get half the blame.  And I shoulder the other half of the blame.  BUT for JIMINEY CHRISTMAS THIS IS GETTING OLD!! I can't take it much more what the flying hell AM I SUPPOSED TO DO everyday I do what I think is right and at least once a week something goes wrong very wrong.  I have no idea what to do anymore I feel like giving up completely.  I know I shouldnt  but I just really dont know what else to do.